whispers

so today i am experiencing something that rarely happens to me. like i can count on one hand the times that it has happened. what is it? you ask? i have lost my voice....and i mean completely. i can only communicate in a very mild whisper if that. i seriously sound like darth vador. no kiddin'. have you ever lost your voice like that? sure makes it hard to get your children's attention. will was laughing at me this morning because i could only barely whisper. and when he came home from preschool he asked if my "loud noise" was back...hahaha...guess i talk loud, huh? it actually is very interesting though. i had some phone calls to make today that i obviously can't make because no one can hear me! my mom has called a few times and just laughs because i have to breath hard to let her know i have answered the phone.
anyway, i hope it comes back soon or i am going to go crazy! the only other times this has happened to me was when i was a senior in high school and had just started the school year. unfortunatley, i had just made a show choir but i couldn't sing! and the other time was the night before my wedding....i think (maybe :0) ) it was nerves. i was supposed to be singing to jess at our luncheon and luckily it held on till then but by our reception i was very frog-like. and most of our honeymoon we talked in whispers. what is it about someone who has lost their voice that makes you want to talk in whispers? will was doing it this morning. hey, maybe that is a good thing! we will just pretend to lose our voices everyday and then there will be no "loud noises" or in other words "voices".